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Name: Melissa
Country: Canada
Birthday: 9/12/1980
Gender: Female
Interests: plants...music...people...plants somehow ranked before people
Expertise: wine making. it's neat. did i mention i hate my job?
Occupation: Other
Industry: Retail
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/23/2005
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| welp, it's been a really effin long time seince i posted anything, but since i have some time to kill at work, i thought i'd give it a go. i doubt anyone still looks at this thing, so i'll be brutally honest. i'm stressed out. very stressed out. there's a lot going on. lots to deal with. stupid situations and stupid emotions. i'm moving to south korea soon, which brings a whole lot of excitement, fear, loss, confusion, headaches, tasks, etc. i could go on. but i won't. things have been really something lately...really something. good, bad, nothing, all at the same time. i don't quite feel like myself. well, maybe that's not true. i'm myself, but more like the somewhat melancholy, somewhat depressive self that i almost forgot about till recently. lots to think about and lots to pray about, although my prayers are short and not as productive as i'd like. well that's not always true. had a great one last night. weird how prayer can make you cry and smile and feel good and bad all at the same time. anyways, life man...life. what to do and how to go about things. i guess that's all for now. i have to wrap up the night here at kamil juices. Nelly...who would have thought. | | |
| what the h e double hockeys is that all about??? the colour? will have to fix later, at work now. | | |
| Global Personality Test Results
| Extraversion |
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36% |
| Stability |
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63% |
| Orderliness |
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63% |
| Empathy |
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63% |
| Interdependence |
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43% |
| Intellectual |
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56% |
| Mystical |
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36% |
| Artistic |
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30% |
| Religious |
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70% |
| Hedonism |
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83% |
| Materialism |
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23% |
| Narcissism |
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30% |
| Adventurousness |
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36% |
| Work ethic |
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63% |
| Self absorbed |
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50% |
| Conflict seeking |
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30% |
| Need to dominate |
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23% | |
| Romantic |
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10% |
| Avoidant |
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30% |
| Anti-authority |
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90% |
| Wealth |
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10% |
| Dependency |
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36% |
| Change averse |
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56% |
| Cautiousness |
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70% |
| Individuality |
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50% |
| Sexuality |
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23% |
| Peter pan complex |
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30% |
| Physical security |
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83% |
| Food indulgent |
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76% |
| Histrionic |
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23% |
| Paranoia |
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36% |
| Vanity |
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23% |
| Hypersensitivity |
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76% |
| Female cliche |
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23% | |
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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. |
trait snapshot:
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secretive, organized, clean, rarely worries, solitary, high self control, dislikes large parties, prefers organized to unpredictable, prudent, observer, tough, self reliant, very good at saving money, introverted, perfectionist, mind over heart, not controlling of others, hard working, confident, resolute, solitary, does not make friends easily, finisher, does not like to stand out, very practical, intellectual, unsympathetic at times, honest, respects authority, follows the rules, cautious |
interesting....very interesting....more later.... | | |
| don't see this. its two hours you'll never get back. damn artsy boring no plot movies.
just sittin down at the ol computadora for a little friend/news/job hunting/course picking time. bottled some more wine today. that brings the personal rack total to about 80 bottles. yikes. hung out with mark and jeff last night. mark and i are just getting through a little rough patch in our friendship, and hanging out was good. we watched a movie and then talked while comsuming a few glasses of wine. good times...but didn't work out this morning, which was ok since i still have the whole rest of the week. we prayed last night too...for quite a while. man praying with others, especially others that you're close with is awesome. sharing concerns, and thoughts, and hopes, and closeness is great..and by great i mean warm, and comforting, and productive, and healing and stuff.
so the girlz are coming down this weekend. leanna's coming friday, and then yvette and carolyn are coming on sat. cheryl's coming on sat too, and there's still a chance that lisa will join us. i'm looking forward to it and curt and i have been brainstorming about possible activities. so far we've come up with dancing or karaoke. i'd like to find a bar that has karaoke and salsa dancing, but i'm not sure if one exists. in other news, i think i'm gonna have to start bodily harm from the top. i can't remember big important parts and themes, so i think it's time to cut my losses and begin again.
i also need a hair cut. i also went to the walk-in clinic tonight to get my ear flushed. i couldn't hear out of my left ear for over a week, and so i finally broke down and went to the clinic. i always think these things will work themselves out, but sometimes they don't. apparently it's quite normal to need an ear flushing...and why, without a health card, you too can get mediocre amounts of water squirted into your ear from what seems to be an oversized and fairly intimidating metal syringe for the low low price of just 45 dollars. man, the doctor and nurse were so nice. good canadian folk. did you know that you can reduce the amount of buildup in your ear by inserting a few drops of olive oil into your ear? me neither, but it's true. it dissolves the buildup and helps keep it from solidifying. good tips. i know you'd love to hEAR more about such things, but i should go. k? k. try the oil and get a plant.
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| welp, once again its been a while. things have been really quite good. there's amazing stuff happening around here in the God realm (?! what isn't in his realm?...you know what i mean) so that's been great and encouraging. um i went to gr last weekend and had a blast/extremely needed friend time. i laughed, i cried, i drank, and i was sober(ed). thanks to all my girls for talking with me and encouraging me. i needed a blast from the past to remember who i was and who i am and who i can be. man, people let you down and people build you up. funny us humans...funny. so i still dislike my boss greatly, but i asked for a raise the other day and she granted it, so now while i continue the quest for more meaningful employment, i'll have some extra and much needed cash. i also did my taxes today...and by me i mean curt's brilliantly mathematical father. pete's the man. and the news was good. this return will help me pay back those debts that need repaying. i already know exactly where the money's going...nope no trip to mexico for me...just brad...that chach. just kidding, i love him so much i bought him a flamboyantly coloured beach towel for the occasion, well that and his birthday. he's officially 21. oh, i also joined a gym. it's called curves and it's solely for women. allie and i go together 5 days a week in the morning before work. i really enjoy it, and having something personal to do before work makes me feel more satisfied and less robbed of my essence throughout the day. yep...and i'm also cutting way down on drinking. no more 1.5 liters of wine for me during the week. i need to be more sober. so during the week i may have a glass or two, but that's it, and i don't even drink that. i try to abstain altogether until the weekend. i don't want to wake up in 20 years and wonder what i've done with my life and wonder why i decided drinking was more important than doing, well, anything else. its hard, but worth it, and my plants are thanking me. (i bought a new one too). so that's it for now. | | |
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